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Emergence

A novel in three books — The Well, The Walls, The Unknown

An inner mythology that moves from cortex to soma: a walk backward through memory, fear, attachment and old myth, as if the characters are travelling through a nervous system toward childhood, and toward the place where identity first formed.

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Read the first 30 pages PDF ↗

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Paintings

Oil on canvas (4)

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Painting of a red figure inside a green spiral, with red cliffs, a burning shape and yellow walls
P.01 Don't Chase
Painting of a bearded man dissolving into vertical streaks above a crowd of dark circles
P.02 Don't Escape
Heavily textured portrait of a man with spiral eyes against yellow and green
P.03 Notice Movement
Thick oil painting of tangled faces and a screaming figure in green, red and black
P.04 Stay with Uncertainty
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Drawings

Ink on paper (144)

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Typo, Unique
D.01 Typo, Unique
Keep It Together, Man
D.03 Keep It Together, Man
Yellow Hour
D.115 Yellow Hour
There Are No Leaders Left Anymore
D.04 There Are No Leaders Left Anymore
Ram King
D.106 Ram King
Hot Head
D.132 Hot Head
Variety Changes Everything
D.07 Variety Changes Everything
Shards
D.102 Shards
Judge
D.14 Judge
Headphones
D.49 Headphones
Hands Full
D.96 Hands Full
The Long Table
D.73 The Long Table
Keyhole
D.101 Keyhole
Ruff
D.121 Ruff
Machine!
D.12 Machine!
Robe
D.22 Robe
Cracked the Code
D.86 Cracked the Code
Rise
D.144 Rise
Vito
D.08 Vito
Queen
D.140 Queen
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Destination Unknown

Improvised music, every week, in London. Anyone can join.

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Projects

Things I've built

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Contact me

Anything.

bilsayyildirim@gmail.com